1 00:00:13,813 --> 00:00:15,765 Shaun, did you undress me? 2 00:00:15,879 --> 00:00:17,879 Except your underpants. 3 00:00:19,332 --> 00:00:20,674 How long have you been here? 4 00:00:20,760 --> 00:00:22,026 All night. 5 00:00:23,144 --> 00:00:24,400 You should be at work. 6 00:00:24,548 --> 00:00:26,212 I'm taking the day off. 7 00:00:26,360 --> 00:00:27,978 No, you should be at work. 8 00:00:28,064 --> 00:00:31,110 You're sick all the time, not just after hours. 9 00:00:31,196 --> 00:00:32,853 Shaun, you shouldn't give up your life. 10 00:00:32,939 --> 00:00:34,923 You have my number. You check in with me. 11 00:00:35,009 --> 00:00:39,079 I have 15 paid vacation days and 10 sick days per year, 12 00:00:39,165 --> 00:00:40,885 but I can only take sick days when I'm sick, 13 00:00:40,939 --> 00:00:43,353 not when you are, so this is a vacation. 14 00:00:45,878 --> 00:00:47,228 The plan is to align your eyes 15 00:00:47,314 --> 00:00:50,126 using what's called distraction osteogenesis. 16 00:00:50,345 --> 00:00:52,118 We cut the bone and implant posts 17 00:00:52,204 --> 00:00:54,696 on either side of your eye orbits. 18 00:00:54,906 --> 00:00:58,274 Then, we slowly expand that distance, 19 00:00:58,360 --> 00:01:00,649 allowing for new bone to grow in the gaps. 20 00:01:01,087 --> 00:01:02,312 Will it hurt? 21 00:01:02,405 --> 00:01:04,907 For mere mortals it would, 22 00:01:04,993 --> 00:01:07,782 but with your pain tolerance, it'll tickle. 23 00:01:07,971 --> 00:01:09,501 You up for this? 24 00:01:10,798 --> 00:01:12,985 So I'll have perfectly aligned eyes 25 00:01:13,071 --> 00:01:14,735 but still look like a wad of chewing gum. 26 00:01:14,844 --> 00:01:16,501 Molly... 27 00:01:16,698 --> 00:01:19,936 You lost an awful lot of bone and soft tissue in the accident, 28 00:01:20,022 --> 00:01:22,095 and in terms of facial reconstruction, 29 00:01:22,181 --> 00:01:24,454 we've actually come a long way in the past two years. 30 00:01:24,540 --> 00:01:26,243 And after 12 surgeries, 31 00:01:26,329 --> 00:01:28,712 you get your own personalized coffee mug. 32 00:01:28,829 --> 00:01:30,103 I forgot about that. 33 00:01:30,220 --> 00:01:31,657 Okay, when can we get prepped? 34 00:01:31,743 --> 00:01:33,275 Is now too soon? 35 00:01:37,515 --> 00:01:39,845 Car accident. Karin Tindle, 14. 36 00:01:39,939 --> 00:01:41,071 She was sleeping in the back. 37 00:01:41,095 --> 00:01:42,602 Trucker in the oncoming lane fell asleep. 38 00:01:42,626 --> 00:01:43,860 She wasn't wearing a seatbelt. 39 00:01:43,946 --> 00:01:45,345 Head trauma, not responsive, 40 00:01:45,431 --> 00:01:47,149 GCS of 5 with decorticate posturing. 41 00:01:47,235 --> 00:01:48,454 Sounds like a bleed in the brain. 42 00:01:48,478 --> 00:01:49,759 And she has a 25-point difference 43 00:01:49,845 --> 00:01:51,392 in blood pressures between her arms. 44 00:01:51,478 --> 00:01:53,735 - Possible aortic dissection. - Head and heart. 45 00:01:53,821 --> 00:01:56,083 Page Dr. Melendez. Have him meet us in the O.R. 46 00:01:56,212 --> 00:01:57,784 Have you contacted Karin's father? 47 00:01:57,869 --> 00:01:59,329 He passed away three years ago. 48 00:01:59,415 --> 00:02:00,735 Let's go. 49 00:02:00,939 --> 00:02:02,985 Why isn't she waking up? 50 00:02:03,517 --> 00:02:05,579 We're gonna take good care of her. 51 00:02:09,880 --> 00:02:13,235 ♪ The Good Doctor ♪ Season 02 Episode 14 52 00:02:13,320 --> 00:02:15,517 "Faces." 53 00:02:17,743 --> 00:02:19,906 CT confirmed an aortic dissection. 54 00:02:20,040 --> 00:02:21,564 She needs a thoracotomy. 55 00:02:21,650 --> 00:02:22,931 Aorta hasn't ruptured yet... 56 00:02:23,017 --> 00:02:24,415 And she has a pseudoaneurysm. 57 00:02:24,501 --> 00:02:26,227 We need to get after her head trauma first. 58 00:02:26,313 --> 00:02:28,228 I don't see any major brain bleeds 59 00:02:28,314 --> 00:02:30,001 and we can monitor pressures. 60 00:02:30,141 --> 00:02:32,141 In this case, the heart trumps the head. 61 00:02:34,557 --> 00:02:35,774 Okay. 62 00:02:39,306 --> 00:02:41,033 I have two major symptoms... 63 00:02:41,189 --> 00:02:43,049 nausea and boredom. 64 00:02:43,432 --> 00:02:46,760 I didn't know boredom was a symptom of chemotherapy. 65 00:02:46,846 --> 00:02:49,650 It's a symptom of sitting on my ass all day. 66 00:02:50,260 --> 00:02:53,096 I used to run a 700-bed hospital 67 00:02:53,182 --> 00:02:54,799 with a staff of thousands. 68 00:02:54,893 --> 00:02:58,838 Now all I have to think about is how I keep my food down 69 00:02:58,924 --> 00:03:01,048 and how many bowel movements I've had all week. 70 00:03:01,133 --> 00:03:02,450 Four. 71 00:03:03,158 --> 00:03:05,244 And I don't have to think about that. 72 00:03:08,906 --> 00:03:10,424 You know what I need? 73 00:03:10,611 --> 00:03:12,043 My meds. 74 00:03:12,811 --> 00:03:14,057 Will you do me a favor 75 00:03:14,205 --> 00:03:18,385 and... run and pick these up? 76 00:03:19,127 --> 00:03:22,213 When I come back, we can do "Mad Libs." 77 00:03:27,186 --> 00:03:28,478 Unclamp. 78 00:03:32,998 --> 00:03:34,166 Graft is holding. 79 00:03:34,252 --> 00:03:36,070 That's one fire out. Drill. 80 00:03:37,455 --> 00:03:38,518 Pupils are blown. 81 00:03:38,603 --> 00:03:39,900 ICPs are spiking way up, 82 00:03:39,986 --> 00:03:41,838 brain perfusion CPP is down. 83 00:03:41,924 --> 00:03:43,486 She needs a hemicraniectomy. 84 00:03:43,572 --> 00:03:44,963 Let's sit her up. 85 00:03:47,502 --> 00:03:49,053 It's marijuana. 86 00:03:49,139 --> 00:03:50,373 Yes, it is. 87 00:03:51,838 --> 00:03:53,416 It's marijuana. 88 00:03:53,502 --> 00:03:55,791 Medicinal marijuana. Hold on. 89 00:03:56,587 --> 00:04:00,010 One... for the boredom. 90 00:04:00,103 --> 00:04:01,728 One for the nausea. 91 00:04:02,227 --> 00:04:03,814 Can I try one? 92 00:04:04,244 --> 00:04:07,424 I met someone who said cannabidiol 93 00:04:07,510 --> 00:04:09,439 improved his ASD symptoms. 94 00:04:09,555 --> 00:04:10,579 A person? 95 00:04:10,744 --> 00:04:12,586 You met a person once? 96 00:04:12,744 --> 00:04:15,228 Shaun, have you heard of the scientific method? 97 00:04:15,314 --> 00:04:17,471 I'd like to perform a practical, 98 00:04:17,611 --> 00:04:19,697 albeit anecdotal, experiment. 99 00:04:19,783 --> 00:04:21,260 Since you're on vacation... 100 00:04:21,541 --> 00:04:24,080 and we can keep an eye out on each other... 101 00:04:28,193 --> 00:04:30,080 One. One. Whoa. 102 00:04:30,741 --> 00:04:33,033 One. Take one. 103 00:04:44,627 --> 00:04:46,814 Cruciate wide incision of the dura. 104 00:04:47,856 --> 00:04:49,603 - Brain edema. - She's bradycardic. 105 00:04:49,689 --> 00:04:51,064 Push another 50 grams of Mannitol 106 00:04:51,150 --> 00:04:52,230 and ventilate down her CO2. 107 00:04:52,260 --> 00:04:54,392 - No corneal reflex. - No overbreathing vent. 108 00:04:54,493 --> 00:04:56,345 No brain stem reflexes. 109 00:04:57,652 --> 00:04:58,855 She's brain-dead. 110 00:05:18,605 --> 00:05:20,308 Fore! 111 00:05:21,581 --> 00:05:23,792 You broke my house. 112 00:05:23,878 --> 00:05:26,472 You got to club down. It's just 12 yards. 113 00:05:26,558 --> 00:05:27,784 It's a little dog leg. 114 00:05:27,870 --> 00:05:29,516 Here. Watch this. 115 00:05:32,450 --> 00:05:33,777 It's in the cup. 116 00:05:33,863 --> 00:05:35,247 Nice shot, Glassy. 117 00:05:35,496 --> 00:05:37,032 You're gonna call me Glassy? 118 00:05:37,118 --> 00:05:38,980 All right. I'm gonna call you Smurf. 119 00:05:39,246 --> 00:05:42,405 Smurf. This... This is very interesting. 120 00:05:42,490 --> 00:05:44,183 I find that very funny. 121 00:05:44,269 --> 00:05:45,754 But it's not. 122 00:05:45,988 --> 00:05:47,538 It's not. Am I high? 123 00:05:47,670 --> 00:05:49,402 I think you're pretty high, yeah. 124 00:05:49,564 --> 00:05:52,582 Am I acting more... normal? 125 00:05:52,667 --> 00:05:55,723 - No, you're acting high. - Smurf. Smurf. 126 00:05:55,809 --> 00:05:57,826 - Why is Smurf funny? - I don't know. 127 00:05:57,912 --> 00:05:59,113 It's... It's, um... 128 00:05:59,374 --> 00:06:02,392 You take the first letter of the first name 129 00:06:02,477 --> 00:06:06,215 and you attach it to the first syllable of your last name, see? 130 00:06:06,379 --> 00:06:08,855 S-S-S-Murph. Smurf. 131 00:06:08,941 --> 00:06:10,497 We did it all the time in high school. 132 00:06:10,583 --> 00:06:14,177 So your name was A-Glass? 133 00:06:14,818 --> 00:06:16,943 Yeah, no, it didn't work for me. 134 00:06:17,248 --> 00:06:18,798 Okay, serious now. 135 00:06:18,884 --> 00:06:20,134 Where's the next hole? 136 00:06:20,220 --> 00:06:22,771 Right there. Careful of the hazard right behind it. 137 00:06:26,200 --> 00:06:28,284 - Okay, Sam Snead. - Dr. Glassman. 138 00:06:28,369 --> 00:06:29,724 See what you got. 139 00:07:16,210 --> 00:07:17,554 How's Lea? 140 00:07:17,781 --> 00:07:19,614 Lee-Ya. 141 00:07:24,189 --> 00:07:25,218 Lee-Ya! 142 00:07:25,467 --> 00:07:27,934 There should be a "Y" in her name. 143 00:07:28,578 --> 00:07:30,328 Lee-Ya. 144 00:07:30,554 --> 00:07:31,937 She still into Jack? 145 00:07:32,249 --> 00:07:33,531 No. 146 00:07:33,929 --> 00:07:37,172 She is into Jake. 147 00:07:37,660 --> 00:07:38,660 Who the hell is Jake? 148 00:07:38,729 --> 00:07:41,738 Jake is the guy 149 00:07:42,354 --> 00:07:44,709 Lea is into. 150 00:07:46,089 --> 00:07:47,742 You okay with that? 151 00:07:49,616 --> 00:07:52,390 I don't think you're okay with that. 152 00:07:53,173 --> 00:07:55,054 I think that's why you're here. 153 00:07:55,242 --> 00:07:59,578 I'm here to help you through chemo. 154 00:07:59,997 --> 00:08:01,562 When a guy is stoned, 155 00:08:02,259 --> 00:08:05,844 he can tell another guy anything that's in his heart. 156 00:08:05,952 --> 00:08:08,984 You know, all the messy, scary, embarrassing stuff 157 00:08:09,189 --> 00:08:12,875 that he would otherwise never, ever, ever tell anyone. 158 00:08:14,039 --> 00:08:15,570 So what are you thinking? 159 00:08:20,061 --> 00:08:22,730 A dog pooped on your lawn. 160 00:08:41,085 --> 00:08:42,530 You were right to insist 161 00:08:42,616 --> 00:08:44,761 that we deal with the aorta before the brain. 162 00:08:45,820 --> 00:08:48,241 I appreciate you saying that. 163 00:08:49,424 --> 00:08:51,960 Don't let guilt make you second-guess yourself. 164 00:08:53,550 --> 00:08:55,194 Why would I have guilt? 165 00:08:55,769 --> 00:08:57,905 You shouldn't. That's my point. 166 00:08:59,192 --> 00:09:00,366 Good. 167 00:09:09,815 --> 00:09:11,533 I'm hungry. Are you hungry? 168 00:09:11,618 --> 00:09:12,812 I think I am. 169 00:09:12,929 --> 00:09:14,506 When a man's hungry, you know what a man wants? 170 00:09:14,530 --> 00:09:16,843 There's an open can of chickpeas in the fridge. 171 00:09:16,929 --> 00:09:18,573 - Mallomars. - What are Mal... 172 00:09:18,658 --> 00:09:20,676 What are... what... what is the Mallomar? 173 00:09:20,761 --> 00:09:23,912 Pure chocolate, fluffy marshmallows 174 00:09:23,997 --> 00:09:27,149 on a crispy bed of graham goodness. 175 00:09:27,234 --> 00:09:28,538 Get us an Uber. 176 00:09:38,304 --> 00:09:40,304 The next few days are going to be filled 177 00:09:40,390 --> 00:09:42,447 with many difficult decisions. 178 00:09:44,250 --> 00:09:47,252 Decisions no parent should ever have to make. 179 00:09:48,988 --> 00:09:51,802 We've kept your daughter on life support 180 00:09:52,357 --> 00:09:54,972 - because we... - You... 181 00:09:56,830 --> 00:09:59,451 want to ask about organ donation. 182 00:10:02,212 --> 00:10:03,646 Yes. 183 00:10:05,371 --> 00:10:08,206 You want her what? Her heart? 184 00:10:09,676 --> 00:10:13,862 Unfortunately, her heart was injured by the trauma, 185 00:10:13,948 --> 00:10:16,292 as were several other organs. 186 00:10:19,251 --> 00:10:21,369 We have a 16-year-old girl 187 00:10:21,454 --> 00:10:26,718 who had a tragic accident a couple of years ago 188 00:10:27,327 --> 00:10:29,468 that destroyed her face. 189 00:10:30,493 --> 00:10:32,843 And we were hoping that you might... 190 00:10:34,257 --> 00:10:36,640 You... want to take my daughter's face... 191 00:10:38,015 --> 00:10:39,750 and put it on someone else? 192 00:10:41,300 --> 00:10:44,789 This young girl's life has been devastated, 193 00:10:44,878 --> 00:10:46,244 and you have a chance... 194 00:10:46,330 --> 00:10:47,538 No. 195 00:10:49,192 --> 00:10:51,265 I'm sorry, Dr. Andrews. 196 00:10:52,150 --> 00:10:53,484 No. 197 00:11:03,746 --> 00:11:05,576 Okay, how about this one? 198 00:11:05,699 --> 00:11:08,193 "The ugly can be beautiful. 199 00:11:08,279 --> 00:11:10,482 The pretty, never." 200 00:11:10,834 --> 00:11:12,521 Seems a little judge-y. 201 00:11:12,607 --> 00:11:14,435 Yeah, well, it was Oscar Wilde. 202 00:11:14,662 --> 00:11:16,185 Fair enough. 203 00:11:18,510 --> 00:11:20,060 So I'm guessing 204 00:11:20,146 --> 00:11:21,866 you didn't see the Quakes last night. 205 00:11:22,028 --> 00:11:23,756 The San Jose Earthquakes? 206 00:11:23,862 --> 00:11:25,032 Your home team? 207 00:11:25,118 --> 00:11:27,216 Yeah, I know who the Quakes are. 208 00:11:27,302 --> 00:11:28,537 I recorded it. 209 00:11:28,623 --> 00:11:30,205 No, you didn't. 210 00:11:30,342 --> 00:11:31,473 Don't worry. 211 00:11:31,558 --> 00:11:33,958 I watch enough soccer for the both of us. 212 00:11:35,420 --> 00:11:37,334 They won 3 to 2, by the way. 213 00:11:37,552 --> 00:11:40,115 Beautiful goal in extra time. 214 00:11:48,139 --> 00:11:50,232 They didn't have any either. 215 00:11:50,334 --> 00:11:52,248 Well, that's all the major chains. 216 00:11:52,333 --> 00:11:53,779 We're 0 for 4. 217 00:11:53,873 --> 00:11:57,201 Our next place is on Thornwood Drive, 218 00:11:57,302 --> 00:12:00,235 just west of Santa Teresa Boulevard. 219 00:12:00,373 --> 00:12:01,503 That's in Alamitos. 220 00:12:01,588 --> 00:12:02,904 Yes. 221 00:12:03,170 --> 00:12:04,912 There are still 28 stores 222 00:12:04,998 --> 00:12:07,310 in the greater San Jose area that we can try 223 00:12:07,396 --> 00:12:08,927 and I've devised a route starting in the south 224 00:12:08,951 --> 00:12:10,912 working counterclockwise around the city 225 00:12:11,037 --> 00:12:12,826 to best avoid traffic. 226 00:12:14,310 --> 00:12:16,310 We'll buy you a box, I promise. 227 00:12:16,521 --> 00:12:19,677 Okay, guys, I, like a big fare 228 00:12:19,763 --> 00:12:21,084 as much as the next driver 229 00:12:21,170 --> 00:12:23,904 but racking up hundreds of dollars on a munchie quest 230 00:12:23,990 --> 00:12:25,826 is starting to feel exploitative. 231 00:12:25,912 --> 00:12:27,918 What do you say I order ahead for pizza 232 00:12:28,004 --> 00:12:29,446 and then we just pick it up on the way home? 233 00:12:29,470 --> 00:12:31,504 - I don't want pizza. - I don't want pizza. 234 00:12:31,590 --> 00:12:32,790 What takeout food do you like? 235 00:12:32,863 --> 00:12:34,855 - I like pancakes. - I don't want pancakes. 236 00:12:34,941 --> 00:12:36,776 I don't want to go home. 237 00:12:42,912 --> 00:12:44,745 We're paying you to drive us. 238 00:12:46,098 --> 00:12:47,824 You want these cookies? 239 00:12:48,878 --> 00:12:50,738 What is the real reason? 240 00:12:53,272 --> 00:12:56,019 - You'll laugh. - What's the funny reason? 241 00:12:58,199 --> 00:13:00,254 I had a crush on a girl. 242 00:13:01,547 --> 00:13:03,316 Robin Demayne. 243 00:13:03,956 --> 00:13:06,090 Senior year in high school. 244 00:13:08,072 --> 00:13:09,660 Her favorite snack. 245 00:13:17,082 --> 00:13:18,121 Okay. 246 00:13:18,207 --> 00:13:20,269 Are we going to get Mallomars? 247 00:13:20,355 --> 00:13:21,160 Nope. 248 00:13:21,246 --> 00:13:23,879 You have been harboring feelings for this girl 249 00:13:23,965 --> 00:13:25,832 for over 40 years. 250 00:13:25,957 --> 00:13:28,293 That is a worthy quest. 251 00:13:28,410 --> 00:13:30,058 Now, how do you spell "Demayne"? 252 00:13:36,731 --> 00:13:40,394 You're the same sex, race, approximate age, 253 00:13:40,480 --> 00:13:42,222 share compatible blood types and antigens, 254 00:13:42,308 --> 00:13:43,910 and a whole bunch of other things 255 00:13:43,996 --> 00:13:46,254 that make you the perfect match. 256 00:13:47,027 --> 00:13:50,862 And we just received permission from her next of kin. 257 00:13:59,721 --> 00:14:00,965 Yeah. 258 00:14:16,808 --> 00:14:18,255 Our donor's on life support 259 00:14:18,341 --> 00:14:20,276 but her heart is compromised, 260 00:14:20,715 --> 00:14:22,816 so we are very much on the clock. 261 00:14:23,168 --> 00:14:26,081 Cancel all elective surgeries, all personal plans, 262 00:14:26,285 --> 00:14:27,863 and all hopes of sleep. 263 00:14:28,768 --> 00:14:31,235 This is your home for the next two days. 264 00:14:35,836 --> 00:14:37,695 Let's give Molly a new face. 265 00:14:46,152 --> 00:14:50,626 There is another Robin Demayne living in San Mateo. 266 00:14:50,797 --> 00:14:52,868 That's less than half an hour from here. 267 00:14:53,078 --> 00:14:55,610 Ooh, I found one in Los Gatos, even closer. 268 00:14:55,726 --> 00:14:58,368 You realize how stupid this is, right? 269 00:14:58,935 --> 00:15:01,344 This is a quest. Quest is never stupid. 270 00:15:01,430 --> 00:15:03,754 A quest is, by definition, almost always stupid. 271 00:15:03,839 --> 00:15:06,110 Why would I want to see Robin Demayne 272 00:15:06,196 --> 00:15:08,813 - after all these years? - To tell her you love her? 273 00:15:08,945 --> 00:15:10,913 I just want a cookie! 274 00:15:11,791 --> 00:15:13,484 I wasn't in love with her. 275 00:15:14,060 --> 00:15:15,655 I was a teenager. 276 00:15:17,304 --> 00:15:19,960 I was infatuated. 277 00:15:20,234 --> 00:15:22,046 And whenever you thought about her, 278 00:15:22,240 --> 00:15:23,593 it made you happy. 279 00:15:23,721 --> 00:15:25,968 And you thought about her all the time. 280 00:15:26,097 --> 00:15:30,765 And every time you saw her, you felt a rush, light-headed... 281 00:15:31,899 --> 00:15:35,163 Is that how you know you're in love? 282 00:15:35,597 --> 00:15:37,070 That's how it starts. 283 00:15:37,503 --> 00:15:39,371 And when you're not with that person, 284 00:15:39,457 --> 00:15:43,443 you miss them so much you're willing to drive to 32 stores 285 00:15:43,551 --> 00:15:45,668 to find a sensory reminder 286 00:15:45,754 --> 00:15:48,057 that might bring back those memories. 287 00:16:53,655 --> 00:16:55,554 Ride home's on me. 288 00:16:58,858 --> 00:16:59,859 Flake. 289 00:17:00,435 --> 00:17:02,561 Flake's a guy from my high school. 290 00:17:02,685 --> 00:17:05,413 He knew everyone, he kept track of everyone, 291 00:17:05,501 --> 00:17:07,518 and I guarantee you he never left Livermore. 292 00:17:07,604 --> 00:17:11,342 We need to go to Livermore and ask Flake about Robin. 293 00:17:12,637 --> 00:17:14,218 We're going to Livermore. 294 00:17:19,341 --> 00:17:21,788 Every lab and imaging test that comes back 295 00:17:21,910 --> 00:17:25,452 just reinforces the fact that this really is a one-in-a-million match. 296 00:17:26,126 --> 00:17:27,261 Nice. 297 00:17:28,656 --> 00:17:30,391 Yeah, it is. 298 00:17:31,373 --> 00:17:33,304 It's also very scary 299 00:17:34,155 --> 00:17:36,436 and natural to be having second thoughts. 300 00:17:37,943 --> 00:17:39,145 It's just... 301 00:17:41,023 --> 00:17:44,015 I-I don't know how to accept a gift like this... 302 00:17:45,481 --> 00:17:50,155 Someone else's face, someone else's identity... 303 00:17:50,241 --> 00:17:51,874 The face is just a mask. 304 00:17:52,121 --> 00:17:54,272 It's what's... Underneath that counts? 305 00:17:54,936 --> 00:17:56,616 Really? 306 00:17:57,003 --> 00:17:59,254 Those lame quotes we've been mocking, 307 00:17:59,480 --> 00:18:01,218 you're gonna use them on me? 308 00:18:03,939 --> 00:18:05,623 Yeah. 309 00:18:14,940 --> 00:18:16,008 Molly. 310 00:18:17,038 --> 00:18:22,265 Right now, your face is the only thing anyone sees. 311 00:18:22,693 --> 00:18:25,038 This operation will change that. 312 00:18:25,886 --> 00:18:29,108 It'll let the world see not your new face, 313 00:18:30,046 --> 00:18:33,436 but what has always been behind it. 314 00:18:43,817 --> 00:18:45,897 Will it count towards the coffee mug? 315 00:18:50,467 --> 00:18:52,884 Flake lives at your old high school? 316 00:18:53,079 --> 00:18:55,085 He was the janitor back then. 317 00:18:55,171 --> 00:18:57,855 He's the janitor now. He'll probably be the janitor 318 00:18:57,941 --> 00:19:00,960 when this planet crashes into the sun. 319 00:19:01,356 --> 00:19:04,413 Flake. Findlay Lake was his name. 320 00:19:09,267 --> 00:19:10,350 Hey, Flakey. 321 00:19:10,436 --> 00:19:12,486 Hey yourself, Glaaron Assman. 322 00:19:12,572 --> 00:19:15,858 Your name was Glaaron Assman. 323 00:19:19,133 --> 00:19:21,468 His name was Glaaron Assman. 324 00:19:25,280 --> 00:19:28,163 1973 state championship. 325 00:19:28,343 --> 00:19:30,827 He threw for 460 yards. 326 00:19:31,152 --> 00:19:35,358 And if you squint hard enough, you'll see who was named MVP. 327 00:19:35,651 --> 00:19:37,534 You said you had something to show us? 328 00:19:37,620 --> 00:19:39,796 Yeah. Wait right here. 329 00:20:09,698 --> 00:20:10,897 Shannon? 330 00:20:12,173 --> 00:20:15,366 I keep thinking she's just sleeping. 331 00:20:16,911 --> 00:20:19,265 How can I say goodbye? 332 00:20:47,312 --> 00:20:49,468 We call it the Walk of Honor. 333 00:20:49,681 --> 00:20:52,350 To thank your daughter for her sacrifice. 334 00:22:43,615 --> 00:22:46,235 Do you remember a guy named Bobby Juarez? 335 00:22:46,345 --> 00:22:49,696 Tall kid but too clumsy to play hoops? 336 00:22:49,976 --> 00:22:53,562 He told me that Robin married a dentist named Scaplin 337 00:22:53,648 --> 00:22:55,097 and moved out of state. 338 00:22:55,183 --> 00:22:57,157 You couldn't tell me that when I called? 339 00:22:57,321 --> 00:22:59,431 I wanted to see you. 340 00:23:00,063 --> 00:23:01,423 I found her. 341 00:23:01,590 --> 00:23:05,875 Robin Scaplin is in Portland, Oregon. 342 00:23:06,069 --> 00:23:09,493 It's an 11 hour and 27 minute drive. 343 00:23:12,163 --> 00:23:13,845 Fill up the tank, I guess. 344 00:23:14,729 --> 00:23:15,996 We're going to Portland. 345 00:23:37,159 --> 00:23:38,268 10 blade. 346 00:23:48,857 --> 00:23:50,225 10 blade. 347 00:24:04,919 --> 00:24:07,770 Proximal facial nerve isolated and dissected. 348 00:24:07,909 --> 00:24:10,793 Okay, let's start the heavy lifting. 349 00:24:34,978 --> 00:24:38,962 Clamping the left and right common carotid arteries 350 00:24:39,086 --> 00:24:40,369 and jugular veins... 351 00:24:40,455 --> 00:24:43,431 Cutting the carotids and jugulars... 352 00:24:47,215 --> 00:24:48,482 Let's do it. 353 00:26:04,021 --> 00:26:07,172 It's a long way to go to visit a married woman 354 00:26:07,258 --> 00:26:08,578 you haven't seen since high school 355 00:26:08,661 --> 00:26:10,561 who may not even be home. 356 00:26:10,647 --> 00:26:13,428 She's home. I called at the last stop. 357 00:26:13,661 --> 00:26:15,115 What did she say? 358 00:26:15,201 --> 00:26:16,756 "Hello." 359 00:26:16,995 --> 00:26:18,311 What did you say? 360 00:26:18,397 --> 00:26:21,047 Nothing. He hung up. 361 00:26:21,232 --> 00:26:22,616 When you sober up, 362 00:26:22,702 --> 00:26:24,967 you are gonna want to turn around and go home. 363 00:26:29,793 --> 00:26:31,127 Probably. 364 00:26:58,100 --> 00:26:59,155 As rehearsed, 365 00:26:59,241 --> 00:27:02,054 veins, arteries, nerves, in that order, from the chin up. 366 00:27:02,140 --> 00:27:03,341 Yes? 367 00:27:15,629 --> 00:27:18,441 Can I get the osteosynthetic plates and screws, please? 368 00:27:20,521 --> 00:27:21,521 Damn it. 369 00:27:21,582 --> 00:27:23,293 I tore part of the donor's artery. 370 00:27:23,379 --> 00:27:25,316 I need more interrupted sutures. 371 00:27:25,402 --> 00:27:27,121 Let's keep our focus, people. 372 00:27:27,342 --> 00:27:28,559 Dr. Browne, 373 00:27:28,722 --> 00:27:31,572 Molly's parents would like to see you on your next break. 374 00:27:31,658 --> 00:27:32,808 Take it now. 375 00:27:33,391 --> 00:27:34,668 You, too. 376 00:27:35,106 --> 00:27:36,973 Dr. Park? 377 00:28:10,832 --> 00:28:13,894 I had a huge crush on Robin Demayne. 378 00:28:14,977 --> 00:28:17,972 A thoroughly unrequited crush 379 00:28:18,058 --> 00:28:20,800 that slowly turned into a grudge. 380 00:28:22,447 --> 00:28:23,698 Last day of school, 381 00:28:23,830 --> 00:28:25,579 kids were passing around their yearbooks, 382 00:28:25,665 --> 00:28:27,660 and I signed in hers 383 00:28:29,310 --> 00:28:31,394 something that was borne out of anger 384 00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:34,043 and resentment and pettiness. 385 00:28:34,813 --> 00:28:37,347 It was designed to be somewhat humorous, 386 00:28:37,433 --> 00:28:40,918 but... was really just mostly hurtful. 387 00:28:41,490 --> 00:28:45,332 Later that day, at the award ceremony, 388 00:28:45,461 --> 00:28:47,582 I was skimming through my yearbook 389 00:28:47,723 --> 00:28:50,371 and saw what she wrote me... 390 00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:53,793 "I have only two regrets..." 391 00:28:54,351 --> 00:28:57,097 "My haircut in junior year" 392 00:28:57,723 --> 00:29:00,300 "and that you never asked me out." 393 00:29:02,867 --> 00:29:07,191 And just then, I looked out in the crowd and saw her. 394 00:29:08,487 --> 00:29:09,938 Her eyes were red, 395 00:29:10,041 --> 00:29:12,964 obviously crying, obviously very hurt. 396 00:29:15,059 --> 00:29:18,300 And at that exact moment, I was awarded my trophy. 397 00:29:19,724 --> 00:29:23,511 I looked for her after, but never saw her again. 398 00:29:25,730 --> 00:29:29,515 Is that all the scary, messy, embarrassing stuff 399 00:29:29,601 --> 00:29:31,730 that guys never, ever tell anyone? 400 00:29:35,162 --> 00:29:36,566 Pretty much. 401 00:29:44,148 --> 00:29:45,558 Dean and Lori? 402 00:29:46,094 --> 00:29:47,796 This is Shannon. 403 00:29:51,824 --> 00:29:53,707 Thank you for meeting with us. 404 00:29:54,449 --> 00:29:55,879 And for... 405 00:29:56,714 --> 00:29:58,105 Everything. 406 00:29:58,457 --> 00:30:00,580 If you don't mind, we have so many questions for you, 407 00:30:00,666 --> 00:30:01,980 about your daughter. 408 00:30:02,335 --> 00:30:05,186 We'd like to know what she was like, 409 00:30:05,271 --> 00:30:07,300 what she liked to do. 410 00:30:07,559 --> 00:30:09,949 Molly wants to know, too. 411 00:30:19,118 --> 00:30:20,800 Her name was Karin. 412 00:30:22,761 --> 00:30:24,449 And I killed her. 413 00:30:34,533 --> 00:30:36,394 I'm supposed to tell you to get back in. 414 00:30:39,691 --> 00:30:40,955 Don't let him get to you. 415 00:30:41,105 --> 00:30:42,668 It's not him, it's you. 416 00:30:44,343 --> 00:30:46,832 Your advice that I shouldn't be second-guessing myself 417 00:30:46,918 --> 00:30:49,597 is making me think you must be second-guessing yourself. 418 00:30:49,682 --> 00:30:50,699 About what? 419 00:30:50,785 --> 00:30:53,095 You're the one who insisted we deal with the heart before the brain. 420 00:30:53,119 --> 00:30:55,069 And you didn't fight me. Why not? 421 00:30:55,154 --> 00:30:57,050 - Because you were right. - I was right. 422 00:30:57,136 --> 00:30:58,456 But you have never thought anyone 423 00:30:58,481 --> 00:31:00,005 other than yourself was right in an OR 424 00:31:00,159 --> 00:31:01,816 since you first stepped foot in one. 425 00:31:02,057 --> 00:31:04,359 You backed off 'cause we're sleeping together. 426 00:31:16,475 --> 00:31:18,566 The car accident was my fault. 427 00:31:19,537 --> 00:31:22,269 It was my idea to leave so early. 428 00:31:23,014 --> 00:31:25,441 It was my idea to let her sleep in the back. 429 00:31:26,769 --> 00:31:29,660 It was up to me to make sure she was wearing her seatbelt. 430 00:31:31,515 --> 00:31:33,371 None of which would've mattered 431 00:31:33,926 --> 00:31:36,472 if the truck driver hadn't fallen asleep. 432 00:31:37,602 --> 00:31:39,597 It's natural to feel guilt, 433 00:31:39,683 --> 00:31:42,186 but you have to understand this wasn't your fault. 434 00:31:44,257 --> 00:31:46,159 It doesn't work that way, Dr. Browne. 435 00:31:48,555 --> 00:31:50,808 It was my handgun that hurt Molly. 436 00:31:51,763 --> 00:31:54,035 And you can say that it was a freak accident 437 00:31:54,121 --> 00:31:57,197 or... that Molly knew she wasn't supposed to touch it 438 00:31:57,283 --> 00:31:59,051 or some other BS, 439 00:31:59,900 --> 00:32:01,368 but it was my fault. 440 00:32:03,356 --> 00:32:04,690 I had one job, 441 00:32:06,654 --> 00:32:09,004 and that was to protect my family. 442 00:32:10,915 --> 00:32:12,363 I didn't do my job. 443 00:32:14,300 --> 00:32:16,144 And you could try to make sense of it, 444 00:32:16,230 --> 00:32:19,347 try to find something, some pleasure somewhere, 445 00:32:19,569 --> 00:32:21,053 some meaning. 446 00:32:21,582 --> 00:32:23,342 But there just isn't. 447 00:32:28,214 --> 00:32:29,863 And then your daughter 448 00:32:31,958 --> 00:32:33,972 does this for us... 449 00:32:54,317 --> 00:32:55,847 Hi, Robin. 450 00:32:57,495 --> 00:32:58,777 Aaron? 451 00:33:13,829 --> 00:33:15,985 He had a huge crush on you. 452 00:33:19,001 --> 00:33:21,084 Yeah. 453 00:33:21,170 --> 00:33:23,321 That's not why I'm here, though. 454 00:33:24,424 --> 00:33:27,110 I'm here to apologize. 455 00:33:29,199 --> 00:33:31,368 For what I wrote in your yearbook. 456 00:33:31,934 --> 00:33:33,235 Yearbook? 457 00:33:35,419 --> 00:33:37,110 Yeah. 458 00:33:38,806 --> 00:33:40,852 I wrote something, um... 459 00:33:44,888 --> 00:33:49,251 hurtful and untrue and really stupid. 460 00:33:50,443 --> 00:33:53,493 And then I read what you wrote in mine. 461 00:33:56,153 --> 00:33:57,360 What did I write? 462 00:34:00,647 --> 00:34:04,266 She had a bad haircut in junior year. 463 00:34:05,323 --> 00:34:07,930 I certainly remember that. 464 00:34:09,770 --> 00:34:12,288 Yeah, well, it was a long time ago. 465 00:34:12,404 --> 00:34:16,134 Anyway, I just... I wanted to say I'm sorry. 466 00:34:18,467 --> 00:34:19,813 Well... 467 00:34:19,948 --> 00:34:21,727 Apology accepted. 468 00:34:22,284 --> 00:34:23,752 Thank you. 469 00:34:28,796 --> 00:34:30,235 Mallomars. 470 00:34:33,403 --> 00:34:35,738 Robin's favorite snack. 471 00:34:47,965 --> 00:34:50,731 Right side donor to recipient vessels are anastomosed. 472 00:34:50,817 --> 00:34:51,871 Ditto on the left. 473 00:34:51,957 --> 00:34:53,762 Let's see how our plumbing works. 474 00:34:53,848 --> 00:34:55,224 Unclamp them, please. 475 00:34:59,953 --> 00:35:01,402 She's pinking up. 476 00:35:11,243 --> 00:35:14,090 Moving on. Motor and sensory neurorrhaphies... 477 00:35:58,683 --> 00:36:00,400 How's our girl doing? 478 00:36:00,486 --> 00:36:02,402 She's just waking up now. 479 00:36:08,414 --> 00:36:09,746 Hi, Molly. 480 00:36:11,177 --> 00:36:12,561 How are you feeling? 481 00:36:12,741 --> 00:36:14,358 Terrible. 482 00:36:14,605 --> 00:36:16,372 Then we're right on target. 483 00:36:16,936 --> 00:36:18,121 You want to have a look? 484 00:36:19,590 --> 00:36:22,418 - No. - No rush. 485 00:36:25,574 --> 00:36:27,566 It is going to look... 486 00:36:28,398 --> 00:36:30,015 Surreal. 487 00:36:30,436 --> 00:36:32,613 Like you're looking at a stranger. 488 00:36:34,427 --> 00:36:36,105 But it won't always. 489 00:36:36,793 --> 00:36:40,712 Because nobody laughs or holds their head 490 00:36:40,798 --> 00:36:44,902 or looks someone in the eye exactly the way you do. 491 00:36:52,137 --> 00:36:53,439 Okay. 492 00:37:43,895 --> 00:37:45,660 I apologize 493 00:37:45,746 --> 00:37:49,332 for telling you how to react to losing a patient. 494 00:37:50,213 --> 00:37:51,648 Thank you. 495 00:37:53,975 --> 00:37:56,526 When I accused you of second-guessing yourself, 496 00:37:56,627 --> 00:37:59,574 that's because I'm doing it, too. 497 00:38:00,979 --> 00:38:04,988 Our relationship has me questioning everything I do and everything you do. 498 00:38:05,158 --> 00:38:07,700 You're making this way more complicated than it has to be. 499 00:38:07,786 --> 00:38:09,603 It is complicated. 500 00:38:09,827 --> 00:38:11,267 The fact that we're seeing each other 501 00:38:11,340 --> 00:38:14,504 changes the context of all of our interactions. 502 00:38:16,442 --> 00:38:19,098 I guess that's why there are rules against it. 503 00:38:23,306 --> 00:38:27,871 I think I can keep being a jerk to you at work if that's what you want. 504 00:38:31,830 --> 00:38:33,441 You think we should end it? 505 00:38:38,487 --> 00:38:39,809 No. 506 00:38:50,048 --> 00:38:51,520 See you tomorrow. 507 00:38:59,060 --> 00:39:02,387 So, once you're feeling a little less woozy, 508 00:39:02,488 --> 00:39:04,598 we'll set you up with a whole bunch of therapists. 509 00:39:04,684 --> 00:39:07,941 Speech, occupational, physical. 510 00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:11,371 Shannon. 511 00:39:11,530 --> 00:39:13,066 Please come in. 512 00:39:17,764 --> 00:39:19,954 I'm Karin's mom. 513 00:39:20,473 --> 00:39:21,640 Hi. 514 00:39:25,073 --> 00:39:27,242 I brought something for you. 515 00:40:00,167 --> 00:40:01,641 She was beautiful. 516 00:40:11,890 --> 00:40:13,243 Thank you. 517 00:40:15,728 --> 00:40:19,391 And thank you for timing that elevator ride so perfectly. 518 00:40:23,840 --> 00:40:26,047 Can I ask you for a favor? 519 00:40:29,651 --> 00:40:31,313 I'd like to say goodbye. 520 00:41:00,294 --> 00:41:02,196 We'll clean up tomorrow. 521 00:41:02,858 --> 00:41:04,742 And buy a new vase. 522 00:41:04,828 --> 00:41:07,040 Yeah, buying a new vase is easy. 523 00:41:09,081 --> 00:41:11,751 Vacuuming up my grandmother's ashes, 524 00:41:12,184 --> 00:41:13,712 not so easy. 525 00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:17,399 Are you glad you apologized? 526 00:41:18,892 --> 00:41:20,477 Yeah. 527 00:41:20,959 --> 00:41:23,290 Do you still feel guilty? 528 00:41:26,149 --> 00:41:27,422 Yeah. 529 00:41:27,659 --> 00:41:31,711 Guilt must be a bad thing if it makes people feel badly 530 00:41:31,797 --> 00:41:34,274 about something they can never fix. 531 00:41:35,373 --> 00:41:39,563 Or maybe it's a deterrent so we do the right thing the next time. 532 00:41:44,209 --> 00:41:46,079 You loved Robin, 533 00:41:46,797 --> 00:41:49,141 but could never be with her. 534 00:41:49,459 --> 00:41:51,172 Do you wish you'd never met her? 535 00:41:51,258 --> 00:41:53,149 Not for one second. 536 00:41:56,291 --> 00:42:01,360 I'm not okay that Lea is into Jake. 537 00:42:12,364 --> 00:42:14,204 Good night, Smurf. 538 00:42:15,514 --> 00:42:17,115 Night, Glassy. 539 00:42:19,168 --> 00:42:22,071 Sync corrections by srjanapala